Fun is the Key.
When I had plan to change the company, 6 month ago. I decided that I will join the company but will not resign. I would like to be thrown out of the company…
One day my manager will call and tell me
“Your performance is poor and it has not improved over the years.”
I will just say..thank you
And fix the reliving date…
Not understood what was that plan..???
Yes, I wanted work such way that, whatever happens will not matter to me..
If I like to work today..i will go to office..,
not at all bothered about performance …goal shit!!
Appraisal…appreciation …recognition …rewards…
I just wanted njoy…life as much as possible..but without doing anything…/much thing
I just wanted to take the salary …
I have selected Tech Support over the Sysadmin to implement this theory…
Mine is night shift …and it added masala to it..
It was 1st night shift job, I was doing in my 5years of experience ..
And after one month I started feeling depression…negative feelings…
When I am on the floor I am ok..no problem…
but When I am alone …in room…it use to eat my head…
some feeling..insecurity...fear...
And days rolled ..one day ..it was at its max..
I got the cab at 5.30PM…I was just asking myself…
what..
what is making me non sense …!
How do I overcome…
How do I overcome...
I tried all motivation stuffs..no result…
Questioned myself. Thousands times..
What makes me happy…
No..almost one hour..no answer ..
Cab reached signal near my office….
Suddenly …I said to myself…FunKey…
And explained myself..whatever happens I will be happy..
I just got down …It is true.. believe me...
""I felt the breeze..
I saw beautiful sunset…
I saw my office more beautiful than ever…
I walked as if I have 6 pack…
Every thing ..made me happy..
I saw security with smile…he smiled back..
Never happened before … ""
Yes..i got it back..what I wanted to be….
…..
Next day when I woke up, I took the marker and wrote on wall
FunKey…..
After that I defined FunKey..and recalled why I joined this company over other ..
I got what I have to do..
FunKey worked well ….
I never bothered about the case I close per week..
I never bothered about customers appreciation mail..
I never bothered how far/fast others are going..
I was just FunKey.
Njoy whatever comes to me…
.....
After 6months I need to redefine FunKey…. P.T.O...
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